Iluvchuwithallmyheart sweetums! :3

Hey, hey! I'm kinda bored here so, play with me!

If you can that is... ;)

But please do! T~T

I'm really, really, really bored!

Anyways, I love... Yuki~♥ ;D

Aishiteru, Yuki-chan!!

Honto ni Aishiteru!! >3<

Yuki + Kai

YuKai

♥

Lost in the road of life

Hmm... How should I say this...? I'm just gonna make this thing short... Let's just say I got lost on the road of life... And I gave up on try to find the road back... I guess I just felt lonely and sad... After all, I'm not a normal person... I'm... Weird... Am I right, haters...? 

Diamond Flower

It always begins under the ultramarine sky,

I make a promise now and begin to walk,

Searching for the diamond flower,
For the first time, I am living for another person...

I have something I want to protect,
So that I never, ever lose it again,

In order to make it come true,
I'll clutch my sword now because I want you to smile...

My nails rip through the red, red shadows,
That filled my torn-apart memories,
Even if they're split, let them grab,
That precious thing I want to protect...

The diamond flower that bloomed the night I loved and cried for someone...

 

I have something I want to protect
I’ll never, ever lose it again
Let it ring out, this heartbeat that’s smaller and fainter than anyone else’s
But also tougher than anyone else’s!

Come back to me, Yuki-chan... I miss you...

So much... I want you, I need you and I love you...

The song of midnight cried out and from that day on, I've truly...

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Without being told to be more open, already my tears brought me along, and became a small sea at my feet... Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you... No, you don't know what it's like when nothing feels alright, you don't know what it's like to be like me... To be hurt! To feel lost! To be left out in the dark! To be kicked, when you're down! And it feel like you've been pushed around! To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you! NO, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE, TO BE LIKE ME~!!

The sky doesn't move, it's just the sun that comes and goes... The ground doesn't move, it's just you who walk upon it... I truly hate being alone more than anything, and from that day on, I learned the hard way what was important... But even so... I hate to go on living completely alone... I am truly, truly lonely... Even if I were to be erased by the sun's radiance...

Now come! Let's lead the way, stand shoulder to shoulder or just sing out! Whichever is fine, as long as you're here to share it with me... The moment I spend with you, is the moment I treasure~! Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep... 'cause I'd miss you, Yuki-chan and I don't wanna miss a thing... 'Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do, I'd still miss you and I don't wanna miss a thing...

Yuki-chan, come back to me... Make the night as bright as day, I'll be looking out for you... Tell me that you're lonely too... We were so close like honey and bee... I am in misery, there ain't nobody who could comfort me... I still love you when you are gone...

We're so far away now... I miss you so much it hurts me much more than that... I want you... I need you... I'd kiss you now if you're, right here with me at this time... Hold you so that you won't go away... Hug you when you're lonely or sad... I wish to be with you all the time... You're the one I've been looking for all these years... 

I LOVE YOU, YUKI-CHAN...

♥

What I want now...

I want to be like who I used to be before I founded my emotions... The person who does things without thinking, saying things without thinking, making people smile when I can't smile on my own, making them believe in their self when I couldn't, ignoring sadness, making them forget sad memories and most of all, to get along with Adriana Salmi like we used to!! I want my emotions to disappear! I want to do things spontaneously like I used to!

Adriana!

I love you and that's all that matters to me!!

I want us to be together!

I want you so much!

I miss you so much!

Don't leave me alone in this world!

Because you complete me inside and outside of my life!

And,

I love you so FREAKING much!!

Please love me as much as I love you!!

Controlled by my emotions...

During my cousin's wedding last week, I felt really lonely... And whenever I wanted to be with my cousins, they just left me there... What did I do to deserve this...? And yes I know that I always say, "Tak pe lah..., Malaslah nak ikut..., Lain kali jer lah...", but won't they at least try to persuade me on following them? I guess I'm just nothing to them... I'm just a nobody... And now I'm trying to slowly get a long with Adriana Salmi, my girlfriend, like we used to be... Because on this week's Wednesday night, we had a fight... And it was all my fault that we had the fight... Saying sorry just by through the internet, just won't satisfy me on what I did to her... I wanted to tell her face to face that I'm really sorry... I hate myself... I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!! 




(P.S. : This soundtrack shows you how I feel right now...)

Sorry...

Sorry there wasn't a post 2 days ago... I was sick... ^^' 

But anyways, I feel quite better now... Thanks for Yuki-chan that has been taking care of me and cared about my sickness... ^^ Love you and thanks! I'm really happy just because of that! Anyways, watch this anime! Tayutama: Kiss my Deity! It's so funny and has a bit of romance~! ;3

I

♥

You.

Thanks for taking care of me Yuki...

I'll always remember your kindness...

And I will always, love you...